Love Advice

It has been a very crappy day for me since yesterday. I didnt spend my time whatsapp-ing with my friends plus I dont even have the mood to talk to anyone. But I dont want to ruin anybody's mood just because of my crappy day (well, I hope I didnt) So I tried my best to reply cheerfully as I can and keep the conversation going so that my friends wont notice  my you-dont-sound-okay mood. So basically, the past few days was actually a me-time days. I didnt go out for movies or hang out with my friends, just spend time at home. Well the weather was scorching hot outside so I think I am glad that I chose to stay in the house though.

So yeah, where was I?

Oh yeah, but no matter how hard you are trying to hide what you are feeling, close friends will always want to know whats up. Last night, while I was watching The Vampire Diaries (I was bored, what do you expect?) H whatsapp-ed me, he was telling me about his scholarship interview experience. What were the questions they asked, what he answered and so on. But as I said before that I dont really have the mood to talk to anyone right? So after I responded to what he told me about his interview thingy, I said

"goodluck with your scholarship! i really hope you get it! anyway, um it has been a very crappy day for me today so i think im better off for some me-time now. sorry and goodnight :)"

"aip care to share with me? anyway thanks dear"

"i would love to but just, not tonight haha im sorry"

"hahaha its okay, i get it. goodnight A"

So this morning, I woke up early, kinda. Same thing, I stayed at home doing nothing (by nothing I mean unproductive stuff). But then H whatsapp-ed me again. He sent me a picture of his bestfriend with his new girlfriend-to-be. First thing that poped in my mind was, woah wait what happened to his previous relationship? 

"wait is that his new girlfriend?"

"kinda in the process of being a girlfriend. he's so funny lah! the ironic thing is you know, he always call me for love advice and my advice works but me, myself not having a love life. so sad but happy at the same time seeing him"

"hahahahaha damn i feel you! so he's not with that girl anymore?"

"yep apparently they broke up in the good way and both moved on really well eventhough he kinda tried to save their relationship"

"oh but well atleast they are both okay with it, and both moved on. so should not be a problem i guess"

that is not the picture H gave me btw.

And we changed the topic after that. You see, H and I always have a lot of things in common especially when it comes to relationship. We both have history that we barely want to talk about, even to each other lol. But now since both of us kinda want to take a break from this lovey dovey thing (see what I did there? take a 'break' hahaha) there are always some of my friend who is in a relationship and want to get love advices, ask me. I laugh everytime people ask me that question. But because I dont want to be rude  and come on sharing is caring right, so I share with them whatever I know or I heard or I got from somebody else about love relationship. Like H said before, its funny when people ask you for love advice when you barely have girlfriend or boyfriend (at that moment or must I say, at the moment). But hey doesnt mean you dont have one, people dont want you. Sometimes its because you dont want to simply give/open your precious heart to someone who dont deserve (obviously i made that up, for myself, come ooon dont judge) But really, dont rush in relationship and dont simply show that you are too desperate for love too especially teenagers. Just dont. Love will come (thats what i always heard lol)

True love will always find a way to come back