Brave

I am confused whether people are taking advantages of me or I am really that weak? Sometimes I wonder is this my true self, why am I not brave enough to stand up for myself or even speak out? As I'm tired of being hurt, I still cant manage to be brave for some stuffs. I dont know if being a good person is a weakness or a benefit for me. You know when you are good, people love you. But at some point people use that to stab you from the back. I did not say that I am a good person, I can be mean sometimes depends on how you treat me and how your attitude towards me. But my 'evil' self can only stands for a few minutes before I regret of what I said or do. 

Why? Why am I not brave enough to say "no" at some situations? Yes, you could say that sometimes I am willing to do things that I dont even want to do or being forced to do just because its hard for me to say "no". But its not what you think! I can still tell the difference between good and bad things. So, dont worry. My point here is, sometimes you are willing to do something because you dont want to hurt that someone feeling but end up, you are the one who get hurt. I have been through that, A LOT. I have to admit that, I am still in the process of being the new me. The brand, new, me. I hope that after this, this will be the sentences that come out from my mouth;

Go on and try to tear me down

I will be rising from the ground

Like a skyscraper

People always think that I am weak, I think my family thought the same thing too. Screw all of you, Im going to prove that you are wrong.