Get Over It

Basically last week was my bad-frustrating-sad-emotional days. All blend in. Actually its all started when I got back from Holy Land. You know the feeling when you've been away from your siblings for a long time (11 days is quite long for me lol), you just miss to hang out with them or argue with them or even fight with each other for the sakes of tv remote control. To sum up everything, you can say that I am looking forward to see them when I got back. But it was totally opposite for my siblings (not surprise). Some of them really got into my nerve with their attitude and words. Trust me I am not a cranky kind of person, I dont easily get offended by words. Sarcastic dont work on me too, sometimes. But I dont know why at that moment, I am hurt by her/his (obviously im not going to tell whether its my sister or brother) words. I was so speechless too. But whatever, its true what they said no matter how hard you try, you cant hate your own siblings for so long. You will get back together in the end. So, I decided to let it go and get over it. 

"Ugh whatever, dont let this small matter ruin your day, A! 

Just dont. Chin up and live your life"

I said that to myself.

A few hours later, while I was whatsapp-ing with my friends, my mother told me that there is no way she would allow me to go to xxx concert. I was staring at my phone as I dont believe what I just read. Like for reeaal?! I asked her why, she gave my one good (its actually make sense and true) reason. Thats it. Thats it, A. Checkmate! You lose this time. I was really really sad and frustrated because I was looking forward to meet that person especially going to her/his concert. So, I was locking myself up in my room. Play with my phone, watch downloaded movies, play online games you name it. Anything that would make me forget about all the stuff that ruin my day, that day. Too bad, it doesnt work. My friends in Whatsapp talk about that concert a lot until I get so irritated. I muted my Whatsapp (until i get bored and unmuted back). 

"what else after this?! whaat!? I lost my phone? I spill my 

favourite coffee all over my new laptop?"

What voices in my head said. 

And many other horrible things that happened last week. But day by day, as I sit in my room thinking about what happened, I said to myself that theres must be a reason behind all this. I am the type of person that believe everything happened for a reason and already planned by God. Probably He wants what the best for me. Maybe what my sister/brother said to me last week is some message He wanted to tell me? And maybe I cant go to xxx concert because He already planned something else big for me? Every single time I pray to God to always give me hint whats the right choice to do or to make. And may He always guide me to the right path. So you can say that I already get over it now. Like what people always said, life is like a roller coaster right? Sometimes you are on the top and sometimes you are at the bottom. We just have to keep thinking positive all the time. Believe me I feel so much better now eventhough I am not completely okay for what happened to me last week but atleast I'm making the effort to overcome this unhappy part of me and learn to accept things. Afterall, there's always a rainbow after a storm! So, dont worry.