Tuesday, 14 April 2015

If I Get The Chance

Every second is a chance to turn your life around. Sometimes we have to take a chance because we never know how perfect something might turn out. I always said to myself that if I get the chance to do things that I like, I would do it with all my heart. Because you never know when you will get the same chance again and sometimes some people just don't appreciate the chance that they got. Chance is something that once in a blue moon. 

So yesterday, it was raining heavily. As I sit in my room, I decided to open my window so that I can hear the sound of the rain and enjoy nature. At the same time, I was having soooo many thoughts in my head. It's like I was making conversation between my head, my heart and myself. Since  I am still in the process of 'growing up', of course there are so many things that I would love to do if I get the chance to do so.


I was thinking if I get the chance to have some extra time in the future whether at that moment I'm studying in university or I'm working, I want to visit my parents and my grandmothers so that you know, the bonding would still be there. We sometimes forget that as we grow older, our parents and grandparents also getting older. So every single day I pray to God that don't let me be among the adult who forget the meaning of family even how busy I am with my own lives.

If I get the chance, I'd like to escape from this dull world for a while. I would like to ride upon the wind and dance upon the mountains like a flame! We can't deny that nature makes us feel peaceful. I would go to some private ocean that only a few people know it exists and just sit in my car with a coffee while watching and listening to the ocean waves repeatedly crash on to the beach and feel a sense of calm. For me, life is too short for us to stress about the hectic lives that we are living now. Sometimes I feel so sick of humans too. So yes, if I get the chance to be away from the 'reality' for a moment, I would take it. 

This might sound crazy and not make any sense but if I get the chance to be invisible in one week, I would. Just a random thought. I really want to know what people say and think of me when I am not around them or what would they feel if I suddently disappear. And I would probably stalk my idol's life, follow her to everywhere she goes, hangout at her house and pretend that I am part of her life. Okay that sounds creepy but that would be so much fun I gurantee! Also, I will help people and do good things without their knowing. So everyone can live happily ever after lol. I would travel wherever I want to go and complete my wishlists too, hm if only. But you know this is just some of it, there are many other things that I would do. As crazy as it sounds, but it is the chance that almost all of us want it. 

If you get the chance, take it. If it changes your life, let it.









Sunday, 12 April 2015

Changed

Lately, my girlfriends and I talk about our future but mostly it's all about the common girly things. Like who is going to marry first, how our bridal shower would be, who is that special someone, what would our future apartment look like, are we going to be housemates (because trust me it would be disaster, our future neighbours might be sick of our craziness), what is the theme for our wedding, what would we name our first child, how many wordrobes we will have and so sooo much more! Until at some point I told them, 

"guys, i think we are getting older"


Tuesday, 7 April 2015

Get Over It

Basically last week was my bad-frustrating-sad-emotional days. All blend in. Actually its all started when I got back from Holy Land. You know the feeling when you've been away from your siblings for a long time (11 days is quite long for me lol), you just miss to hang out with them or argue with them or even fight with each other for the sakes of tv remote control. To sum up everything, you can say that I am looking forward to see them when I got back. But it was totally opposite for my siblings (not surprise). Some of them really got into my nerve with their attitude and words. Trust me I am not a cranky kind of person, I dont easily get offended by words. Sarcastic dont work on me too, sometimes. But I dont know why at that moment, I am hurt by her/his (obviously im not going to tell whether its my sister or brother) words. I was so speechless too. But whatever, its true what they said no matter how hard you try, you cant hate your own siblings for so long. You will get back together in the end. So, I decided to let it go and get over it. 

"Ugh whatever, dont let this small matter ruin your day, A! 
Just dont. Chin up and live your life"

I said that to myself.

Thursday, 2 April 2015

Love Advice

It has been a very crappy day for me since yesterday. I didnt spend my time whatsapp-ing with my friends plus I dont even have the mood to talk to anyone. But I dont want to ruin anybody's mood just because of my crappy day (well, I hope I didnt) So I tried my best to reply cheerfully as I can and keep the conversation going so that my friends wont notice  my you-dont-sound-okay mood. So basically, the past few days was actually a me-time days. I didnt go out for movies or hang out with my friends, just spend time at home. Well the weather was scorching hot outside so I think I am glad that I chose to stay in the house though.

So yeah, where was I?