It was a sicky day for me since last night. We went to Curve to celebrate my aunt's birthday. I am pretty thankful that the fever strikes right after I got back home. It sucks bytheway. But that is not my point actually. While they all were busy shopping, my eyes also busy looking around. Admiring things. Along the Flea Market, there were this small section for this one band to perform for the people at the street. I stop and look for awhile. I smile. The song is pretty catchy and cant stop playing in my head. Suddenly I saw one cute couple sitting on the bench infront of me. The guy was giving his partner a beautiful ring. What a great moment I saw. My mind was flying high. It is like, I'm bodyly present, but not my soul.
It is hard to explain when people around you get everything you ever wanted. You smile for other's happiness. And you ask yourself, "when it is my turn?" Or it will never be my turn. Dreams are the best stories of any ones life. Isnt it? Like fairy tales they leave impressions on our mind. We spin dream every day and night. There is a saying that the only way to make a dream come true is to wake up. That makes sense. But that is the major problem of me. I keep on flying high and high but I'm afraid to get down back. On the ground. To be back to reality. I just keep dreaming without waking up.
Mungkin keadaan hidupku yang tidak mengizinkan, kerna itu aku masih bermimpi.
Maybe the conditions of my life does not allow, that is why I'm still dreaming.
I constantly wonder how my life looks in other people's eyes. Like, suddenly.
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