I'm was in the car on my way home from a busy life cycle. Arrived in the evening, whilst looking out at the window, I was listening to i hate you, dont leave me by Demi Lovato. I was thinking about you, it has always been you. At the moment, I have alot of things in my mind. But it looks like I need more time to translate it into words that humans can actually understand. It is the best to forget the past and move on. Which is not that easy for me. At the moment, I want to focus on my study and try to achieve flying colours results for the sakes of my parents. All I ever think of lately are future, friendship and love again and again. I am still learning of being patience and not too eager to know something. Which it may lead to disappointment.
At the moment, I am still confuse of what to take to further my studies. Probably business or filming. Or maybe photography? I just go with the flow, what I think I can handle then it will not be a problem for me. Because honestly, I still cant see the path of my life. Bad, I know. I should have confidence and plan a bit earlier. At the moment, I am still feeling childish. Especially when I am around my parents. Dont judge too early, I'm mentally matured. I cant even believe my age. It is good to see the siblings grown up but everybody busy with their own life. That is what sadden me. Being far away from family. I miss the bonding. The laugh. Probably will try to seek the old memories back real soon.
At the moment, I am being me. In my own world. Which I think you guys cant even get to find where I'm am now.
No comments:
Post a Comment